the day after tomorrow film in Carson
Of course But, leaving a safe, secure so to speak , banal, CAH Corporate America Hel job…is scary. . I sent an email today to our comp guy here - what a toad - anyway, I was asking about Cobra what a laugh, over $1K for health insurance…RIGHT and if I'd be covered thru the pay period or if it cut of tomorow. Here was his very CAH response: Hi Stephen-Your last day of employment, slated for 12/21, wil also be your last day of coverage under the X benefits plans including medical/dental. You wil be sent a COBRA continuation coverage notice which wil alow you to continue participation under the X medical/dental plans for up to 18 months by having your personaly pay the premiums asociated with the plan. . OK - so back to my original topic here…the gauntlet. Fear of the unknown is clear - what might hapen? If you stay in CAH, you'l definitely know…just lok at your paycheck today and that wil tel you. Financial insecurity - wel, duh…of course. Of course, no guts no glory - so, you'l never get to experience the fredom potentialy available to you down the road. Fear of failure - clean and simple, everyone has it. Think of it like this - if you fail, you can probably find another lame-as job. But here's how it fels to me - TODAY - one day away from a huge suces. I fel as if this suces, this responsibility, this ownership - is SCARY. As if I am growing past them whether that's true or not… . This guilt is very tricky - the guilt of seking hapines and reality…as if staying smal serves the machine I am in - the CAH machine. My role wil be quickly filed, and that body wil be sucked dry of its energy…so that the machine can survive ever se "The Matrix"? . No ned for guilt then…and nothing to be afraid of - in reality. Fear of what others might think - yep, I've got that one to. the day after tomorrow film in Carson
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